jux reached home not long ago from work.. was working at the office the whole day but felt damn sei & listless.. having tis super hangover tis morning when i wake up.. pop 2 panadol b4 i went to bath n get ready for work.. really very sei... dun haf any appetite today & my head feels very heavy.. 1st time in my life tat i haf a hangover.. finally felt how it feels & tis will be my 1st & last time feeling tat.. i swear to myself tat i will not let drk until tat stage again anymore.. NEVER!!!

super duper sia suay yest.. i always say i dun like gals to drk until they sit at the street there n puke but yest i did tat & its next to the river somemore.. worse thing is he is there next to me when i puke... really super pai seh la... i really cant even stand n walk at tat pt of time.. so he went to get me some drks while i stayed there.. there is tis really kind-hearted couple who came over & asked whether i am alrite & stuff.. really appreciate wat they did.. den come the funny part, 2 hotel security walked by & tot i want to jump into the river... super lost~~~

well, really hate myself yest.. argh~~ AND he saw everything..... all the worse part of me......... 1st guy who saw my most unglam, vulnerable & weak side... i haf never allow myself to get so drunk b4 cause i dun wan to be taken care of by others.. i rather be e one taking care of others den e other way round.. i jux dun feel secured getting drunk outside.. the worst i haf done is jux puke but i am still conscious... as for yest, i was knocked out completely at some pt... am glad tat he was with me cause i know i am in very good hand & i know i can trust him.... hehe... but felt very sorry towards him cause he haf to take care of a super cho lo drunk woman who is very heavy..

alcohol is really a scary thing.. it can make u lose urself!! haha.. super lost it yest.. dun thk i'll be touching alcohol anytime soon.. got phobia now, esp long island tea!!! i thk i blabber alot of rubbbish but i cant seem to recall wat exactly i say... mayb its a gd thing also... dun wan to learn abt it when i am sober now & sia suay myself once again... haha.. he sent me back home & i slp all the way thruout the journey... mux really thx him for taking care of me & sending me home.. :)

very pai seh towards huili & qiujie cause i din managed to find them & tell them i am leaving 1st.. sorry babes.. we shall go down n club soon!! tis time round, muz drag ms anna to go wif us.. cannot let her off anymore.. hehe...