ya.. now i am like draggin my hand on the keyboard from one key to the other.. really very tired ah..
it was busy at the booth today n they told me tml will be even worse.. i am like a floating ard today.. go everywhere to demo the phone, dun haf a exact spots at all.. like that oso not bad la, at least can see more ppl n know more things.. well, met alot of executives from all over the world today.. really fun lo.. jux that the long standing n stuff is tiring me out..
today i know my exhibition fren more.. they are really fun loving n cute.. hee.. but the exhibtion is ending soon le.. thk i will gonna miss tis experience.. den i muz really thx our wonderful 'caretaker' Leon.. hee.. he is a very nice guy n take really gd care of us.. n he bought us breakfast today n a few other times over the past few days.. really grateful to him..
today is e 4th i am working for the exhibition and oso the 4th day i broke up wif him.. he never contacted me n asked abt me aft we broke up.. i had expected that already, know him really too well le.. mayb he oso never understand so well abt himself like i do.. although i told myself to move on n not thk abt him anymore, i cant lei.. during the break time at work when i was alone, i haf such a strong urge to gif him a call lo.. in e end, i din.. i 'suppress' the urge coz i really dun wan to be e one giving in again.. i dun wan to make myself feel so 'cheap' again.. can someone plz help me??
only when i am busy wif stuffs n frenz i wont thk abt him.. but whenever i am alone, i jux feel so helpless coz i cant control my mind n heart at all.. den at times, i still feel we are together lo.. i like still cant accept that we had broke up le n oso the fact that he can be so XIAO SA.. or should i say heartless cos he din contact me at all.. felt so lost.. now Elva Hsiao song, Zui Shou Xi De Mo Shen Ren suits wat i am going thru rite now.. he is really the most familiar stranger now..
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