ok boys & gals, i know i very long never post new blog le.. sorry la.. been busy & lazy 2 come online recently..
today i am very disappointed & upset by him.. those who know me will know who e HIM refers to.. let me update you wat happen..
he told me that he will be having block leave next wk & during that period he will fulfil his promise, which is to bring me 2 the places that we had always wanted to go but dun haf a chance.. this includes the zoo & sentosa.. but today he told me that his block leave will be pushed back by a wk, which will be e wk that i am working for the telecom hp exhibition..
so all the planning to go to the zoo had gone down the drain.. i duno this is the how many times we had cancelled the outing le.. he had always given me hope & telling me that we will go on a particular time but in the end, sth will pop up & that's it.. this time its the same lo.. he said that he cant find replacement coz his frenz dun wan to change the block leave wif him.. i know i cant blame him coz its not his fault lo..
But you will not know how disappointed i am lo.. this feelings is so terrible.. i haf been pinning high hopes all the time he told me about the outing.. but everytime i will get disappointed.. AND i mean EVERYTIME.. the feelings of disappointment will accumulate one lo.. i felt so helpless now.. i cant do anything to change it..
mayb u can say that i can dun work on that wk one ma, den everything can be settled liao lo.. but i had been turning down jobs to acc him all the time & partly because of his block leave next week, i turned down another job le.. haiz.. i oso duno wat to do now.. i really feels so helpless & vexed..
juz like my title, why muz he always gif me hope le den dash it again.. e feeling of being on the top den fell back down is so unbearing lo.. AND its even worse if you are experiencing it all the time.. & twice in a row in a wk......
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