will it be beta if we become frenz??

looking at my title u probably will know wats going on my mind..

yang, i read wat u tag me.. its true that we shouldn expect too much from a r/s.. but its hard lo.. on ur mind u will thk tis way but ur heart thk otherwise.. AND in a r/s, we normally let our heart rule our mind.. thk that's human rite.. so contradicting and helpless coz they cant even control themself..

that's why now i haf tis thinking.. mayb if we become frenz it will be beta.. like tis i will not be expecting alot from him and get disappointed if he cant meet my expectation.. Den he will not be hard on himself anymore coz he will not have to accomodate me.. isit beta for e both of us?? i really duno.. wat i know now is, its really going to be a pity if i end tis r/s..

those who know me in my jc will know wat i am referring to.. its not easy for us to be together.. so i try my best not to end it coz in this world, which is so big n vast, its very hard to find someone whom u love n reciprocate your love.. i believe its fate that brought us together.. so isit oso fate now that we should part??

can anyone enlighten me??