feeling damn terrible now..... i really dun mean things to turn out tis way.. i really duno how to face a fren of mine.. i have wasted his time n effort for helping me.... i dun blame him for doubting me cause i know to some extent, i have hurt him by ignoring him.. i dun mean to do tat but i really duno how to face him now.. i duno wat i should say to him or ans the qns he has for me....

felt damn hurting when he asked me haf i ever used him b4... imagine a close fren who knows u very well asking u tat, tat kinda of feelings is so unbearable.. thk i haf really lost his trust in me or else he wont ask tat... feeling damn damn terrible now..... why muz tis things happened at tis pt of the time when i am having my paper like tis coming thur.. this is like so shitty.... argh~~~~

i haf been telling myself the whole day tat i muz conc n not thk abt it anymore & i even off my phone..... but tis is getting nowhere..... i feel like isolating from all ppl now....... its e 1st time i felt tis way....... dun feel like letting me find me n jux go somewhere where no one knows me n fuck care abt everything......