haven been slacking for e past few days since the exams ended.. really enjot tis feeling of slacking n stoning at home all e time.. haven been doing tis for quite some time.. thk i will be doing tis for the next few days also.. dun wan to go n finda job 1st.. wanna get some rest cause i know once i find a job my life will be hectic once again..

pakced my notes cause i know tat i wont be using em.. den do abit of household chore.. very long never help out le.. its quite a meaningful day.. really like e feeling... hehe..

went to play MJ at lawrence's yishun house on sat nite.. its a very last min thingy.. at 1st feel very lazy to go out one cause was watching tis video 'Corner With Love' online.. but den they say they dun haf enough ppl so haf to go.. went to sembawang n meet him cause he need to go back to his house to get MJ set...

we started the game ard 11 plus den ended the game at 5 plus.. its only 2 round lo.. thk we took super long.. haha.. he called me when he arrived at s'pore.. was surprised tat he could call me the moment he reached.. muz say he really haf his ways n means.. hehe.. quite happy for him to know tat he scored quite well tis sem.. thk he wanted to tok to me but den i was playing MJ n he dun wanna disturb me so we kp e conversation quite short...

reached home at 630 n woke up by 11 plus le.. its always like tat.. if i slp ard 6 plus in e morn, i will always wake up by 12.. but den i felt quite energetic despite the only 4 hr slp... continue watching the video n slacking.. went to find him in e nite... i thk i really like to sort out my tots while i am travelling alone cause when i was on my way to find him.. i thk abt quite some stuff.. but once again, i din come up wif any conclusion.. mayb in life sth dun haf any conclusion n may doesnt even need one... wa's the pt of finding a conclusion for everything, sometimes it jux makes u feel sadder n wont help u in any way...

during tis period, sth did changed.. i haf become more independent.. in e past, i am always like relying on someone... but now, i know i can live like a 'loner'.. haha.. like how i used to be in e past.. i can do things happily on my own n wont find it weird if my phone din ring the whole day.. haf i built the wall w/o myself realising it? well, tat's one of the qn tat i dun haf an answer... i duno isit a wall or i am jux back to 'normal' b4 everything started...

quite happy to see him.. he din changed.. he is still e same.. although the time we spent together is really short, but its really enjoyable.. tis time round, when i see him i dun haf those 'se bu de' thingy lingering there.. in e past, there used to be some when i saw him cause i still feel ' bu gan yuan' abt the decision he made.. now, i can understand wat he is trying to say & i thk i can do wat he wans now also.. i duno whether tis change is gd or not.. reall duno.. i am forever changing, wat's diff is the pace of it.. sometimes it can be really fast while sometimes it take yrs.... tat's why they always say i am fickle-minded.. ha.. thk i really am... well, mayb tml i will change my perception again.. who knows??